Silent/Defensive Mode

Assalamuaalaikum wbt,

Dang! I really don't know what should I do.What should I think.It became harder each and every single day.Everytime I try to think about it,my tears will roll down my cheek.Gosh! I was hoping he'll be fine, but until now, I didn't see any sign of it.Hmm, I'm going off to Singapore today and probably won't be able to contact him these few days.I'll be a miserable person there,meanwhile I hope that he'll realise that I'm still waiting.What to do, Shoganei-na~

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